Innocence Lost...

An interesting thing happened on my way to the store today. There was this small really cute stray puppy which was whimpering by the roadside.I looked at it and felt really bad for the poor thing ...And then these two small kids (must be 8 or 9) were going by on their bicycles...and they just stopped in their tracks ..got off the cycles ..and started playing with the puppy and cuddling it. That was a sight to remember...that was innocence at its best...!!

Growing up as we know it, has its share of pros and cons... But the thing I hate the most about growing up is the loss of innocence. Welcome to the real world they say ...welcome to the world of sex , crime , corruption , malice , jealousy..You name it !! And then BANG ..!! ...outta no where ...U witness this awesome pure deed of kindness that really melts your heart , and makes you wish you were a kid all over again.

Why didn't I follow my instincts ...Why didn't I go and meddle around with the little furball ?? If this had happened a few years back..I'm sure even I would have acted like the kids did.Was it the "EGO" that comes with growing up that stopped me?? Was it my mind ridiculing me ,saying "Go ahead, make a fool out of yourself by acting like a kid" and "yeah yeah...Do it for the chicks" !?

Why didnt I.... ??


Everybody will eventually grow up...But only a lucky few remain a child at heart..

Jack of all trades... ??

I love boring lectures....they actually give me the time to sit back and analyze what I've achieved in life...And what I have planned for the future. Today was one such day...Extremely warm weather...and really boring professors..!! As I sat in the classroom gazing out of the window...I started thinking ... What have I really achieved in life till now ?? Only a few months till I graduate and yet I cannot boast of a single major accomplishment? I've always felt that taking up "engineering" was the biggest mistake in my life.I should have been in something more creative ...like advertising or branding , filmmaking etc.. But its too late to switch now. I've resigned to the fate I've chosen...and there's no turning back.The thing that irritates me the most is that I haven't excelled in any field in particular.Almost like being a jack of all trades and master of none.The problem with me is that anything that's new and interesting totally catches my attention.. , so that actually limits the attention span I give to a particular subject. That's probably why I'm well versed in most things in life..But I cant really say that I've mastered any of them.My table is littered with half read novels ...books about languages ..which I've barely flipped through ...books about programming... covered with layers of dust..A brand new guitar lying in the corner of the room , a SLR camera with fungus on the lens...this list could go on and on ..!! They're all witnesses to my problem. This is a major issue and has been in the back of my mind for the past few days.I get distracted too easily... Anything new and interesting comes up ..and i'll find myself trying to figure it out. It's good in a way ...because you are always up to date and know a little of everything ...but not really helpful in practical situations.I really want to get rid of this habit and actually pick up something and complete it in time ..or atleast manage to be the best at what I do.If only life was actually that simple...

Rock On ...JaL !!

Hey...guess what ?! I'm gonna watch The Pakistani band "JAL" live in concert today. They're gonna be performing at Pyramid Lawns @ 6 p.m today. These guys are awesome...and if you've heard their tracks "WOH LAMHEY" and "AADAT" ..you'll know what i'm talking about. More Updates later...

Life Sucks !!

heyo folks !!

really sorry...havnt been able to update my shit for a long long time. Basically was just busy with the business school admissions ...and also busy with some friends who had come down from australia...plus some really depressing news on the "love" front. I mean...u think u really know someone ..and then they really show their hidden colours. Everything goes from all hunky dory to absolutely unbearable. Why does life have to be like this ? why does the person you love the most have to be someone you totally despise ?? Time changes everything ... You think thats its gonna be a great future together .. and then something happens and its all gone in a jiffy...!! I'm so fed up of all this .. I really wanna be alone for some time . Life sucks ...!!

P.S : this post was sponsored by : 5 LARGE pegs of bacardi Limon + sprite !! Cheers !